Outnumbered, Outgunned

I think that my role on this blog is to belittle the military wives and gf and husbands to the point I can get 100 emails a day.

Funny how that was not my intention. Then I went to the host of this service, and damn near every blog has a SUPPORT OUR TROOPS thing on it. Or some form of neo con stupidity.

I even pissed off a friend of nearly a decade with my blogging. And the thing is this...I am completely unwilling to change my attitude about all of this shit. I am totally against this war, this president, this government, this congress, the powers that be, the big shots, the cigar smoking white men that send our 18 year old people off to get shot, and come back with damage so profoud that we are going to grow old around a generation of psychopaths.

Look at hte Vietnam people...a wholly unpopular war...there all drunk and broken in some sense. I know 4 Vietnam vets who if asked will tell you they are 23 years old. They are in there 50s now.

The war in Iraq is ramping up to be just as unpopular. I watched some speech of George W Bush tongiht, and he was completely unsympathetic and presidential to me. He was cold, and mean spirited and defiant in the face of no opposition.

It must bother him that the architect of it all, Karl Rove is about to be indeicted if he has not already. I am ashamed to be an american.

We live in a culture where we feel comfortable ranting against those who teach us things, because there opinions do not fit our PERSONAL rubric of the world. We live in a world so narcissistic that we cannot see past our personal lives. I am ashamed to think that it is okay to go to the Dean and complain because you doint like the opinion of a professor.

I am sorry Mu Nu. It was a giant mistake to come here. I did not know what I was in store for. I think it is a great thing that you do here for your conservative talking head loving bullet point reciting people. But I dont fit here. I really dont.

I am going to go. I am going to see if there is a way for me to take my text, and hit the road. There might be something here that I like. I am not returning to my old blogger site, in fact I am going to a differant blogger site. I think it is a good thing to be a part of blogger. I think that the political bullshit that is mu nu is too much.

And I know this is upsetting you. And you know who you are. The fact is that I dont agree with you. I dont know that I know who you have become. The time that we took away from each other seems to have found us having retrreated to opposite ends of things. I am sorry for that. But there is no way I want to be a part of such flag waving. I dont want to be a part of it at all. I feel to strongly that it is short sighted, uninteresting, and basically uncool. This hurts me a lot. I know your at a low point, and I am not going to pound up more stuff to make it worse. And I think that my being here will only add to the bad things. I thank you every day for the past ten years. Or whatever it was. Your an amazing woman. You deserve happiness. And I know I wont let it go in anyway. I will just keep pounding on the issue. ANd hurting you more.

Sorry.

Posted by Radiofree at October 25, 2005 11:47 PM | TrackBack