September 27, 2005
The burn out
I just think that right now, I am burnt out. I wore a baseball cap to work today. I am tired of this shit. How many more times am I going to get kicked in the ass, and work for other people.
Did I not hear my dad say it over and over again...never work for someone else. Work for myself, and that is the only way.
I am at the whim of this institution, and there is nothing I can do about it. The essence of this issue is the commitment that we have for the radio station, and how the institution feels in this situation.
I am listening to Open Source, with Chris Lydon. It is an old podcast...the one about NOLA blogging, and Craigslist. I wish I could meet Chris Lydon.
My depression is thick. It is really bad today. I know that I should be medicated, and what not, but I simply think that changing my patterns is going to be enough.
I dont feel joy. I just dont.
Posted by Radiofree at September 27, 2005 06:18 PM | TrackBack