October 16, 2005
Exertion
So Paul Filipowicz was at the pub tonight. I like his guitar work very much. Its that gear the is ancient, and the old pounded upon guitar, and what not. Its a bastard of a sound, a dirty grunged out sort of thing.
The thing is this...the guys that are that age, there time is past. Andy, Paul, Liban, Stulo, Rev, Howard...I hope to fuck they put some money away. I really do. I want to knock them the fuck right off the scene. I know it sucks to say that, but simply there is no reason to keep them around. They just fuck things up. They linger on like a basketball player, with bad knees.
I have a crush on a girl. It just sucks. I hate being the kind of 34 year old man who has a crush. Her name is Janet. She is just amazing. I mean way out of my league. And Cuda and I were talking tonight, that the sex thing is gone. I dont look at the ladies anymore and think that there open to sex. I gained the weight, got the depression, and sort of lost the cool dangerous thing.
But this girl Janet. She is truly pretty. And she spends time talking to me, and flirting with me. And it spins my head. I mean right now my head is spinning. And it is awesome.
I know that the world that Kevin Bacon runs in is not my world. But I like his voice in my head from time to time. I think that he is a good man. A differant man from me. But still a good man. And I am always interested in that sort of thing.
As far as Dickie betts, yeah. I just gotta walk away.
The Parker Jotter. Thats the one. Its going to be the pen of my mid 30s, and 40s.
I like being a vegetarian.
I just talked to Gary Oldmans daughters best friend. On that damn AOL thing. Its hilarious. She knows who I am. She and her friend are going to call me about doing a radio show. I think that it would be cool. I think that a teen voice on the media is something that is lacking, and not taken seriously when presented. The two of them, well I dont know Gary's daughter, but I talked to the other girl at the Rock and ROll high school for a while. And she seems amazingly cool. Smart. Opinionated. Articulate.
I might have talked to Gary;s daughter that night, you never know. I talked to a ton of people.
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