Outnumbered, Outgunned

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There is no room left for this. We need to move our country. We need to move our family of humans into the world of a new place.

Hit by a Bus Book

I am going to lay my head down for a little bit. I have been listening to Eric Clapton's Rober t johnson record for a while tonight.

Its not a good as the HONEYMOON SONG by BANJO AND SULLIVAN

I need to get up and finish this hit by a bus book.

Its pretty much going to be a college all nighter tonight.

Who needs that at age 34

Its Tuesday, Who Cares?!?

So I broke a tooth. And I have just about gotten ready to go to the dentist. I had it just about whipped in my head today. The honest truth is my buddy here at work put it in perspective when he pointed out that he had a needle in his balls recently. Then suddenly it seemed to make a lot less sense for me to be this terrified about the drill.

I just have such a built in fear of the dentist from childhood, and I dont really know what I want to do about it.

Last night I talked to my ex gf for a few hours. She was interested in my thoughts on some guy she was interested in, and why he has not called her back. I sat and talked to her, and was even able to incorporate the shibboleth story.

Then I brought up a girl talking to me, and she clammed up. I think that was pretty damn cool. She totally locked up, and hung up the phone. Hahhahahah.
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I got yelled at, and threated by Tony Menzer today. The guy actually threatened to crush me. I just thought it was so out of charecter. It brought some things into perspective for me. How there is in fact an old guy network, and nothing and no one will get me accepted into that group of people.

They hate me. I dont know what to say about it. They just do, and I am not interested in being liked by them. But at the same time I am not interested in there kind of music. Not even close.

There slick style of jazzy blues, it means nothing to me.

Fuck his band, and all the bands he represents.

So I broke a tooth. And I have just about gotten ready to go to the dentist. I had it just about whipped in my head today. The honest truth is my buddy here at work put it in perspective when he pointed out that he had a needle in his balls recently. Then suddenly it seemed to make a lot less sense for me to be this terrified about the drill.

I just have such a built in fear of the dentist from childhood, and I dont really know what I want to do about it.

Last night I talked to my ex gf for a few hours. She was interested in my thoughts on some guy she was interested in, and why he has not called her back. I sat and talked to her, and was even able to incorporate the shibboleth story.

Then I brought up a girl talking to me, and she clammed up. I think that was pretty damn cool. She totally locked up, and hung up the phone. Hahhahahah.
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I got yelled at, and threated by Tony Menzer today. The guy actually threatened to crush me. I just thought it was so out of charecter. It brought some things into perspective for me. How there is in fact an old guy network, and nothing and no one will get me accepted into that group of people.

They hate me. I dont know what to say about it. They just do, and I am not interested in being liked by them. But at the same time I am not interested in there kind of music. Not even close.

There slick style of jazzy blues, it means nothing to me.

Fuck his band, and all the bands he represents.So I broke a tooth. And I have just about gotten ready to go to the dentist. I had it just about whipped in my head today. The honest truth is my buddy here at work put it in perspective when he pointed out that he had a needle in his balls recently. Then suddenly it seemed to make a lot less sense for me to be this terrified about the drill.

I just have such a built in fear of the dentist from childhood, and I dont really know what I want to do about it.

Last night I talked to my ex gf for a few hours. She was interested in my thoughts on some guy she was interested in, and why he has not called her back. I sat and talked to her, and was even able to incorporate the shibboleth story.

Then I brought up a girl talking to me, and she clammed up. I think that was pretty damn cool. She totally locked up, and hung up the phone. Hahhahahah.
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I got yelled at, and threated by Tony Menzer today. The guy actually threatened to crush me. I just thought it was so out of charecter. It brought some things into perspective for me. How there is in fact an old guy network, and nothing and no one will get me accepted into that group of people.

They hate me. I dont know what to say about it. They just do, and I am not interested in being liked by them. But at the same time I am not interested in there kind of music. Not even close.

There slick style of jazzy blues, it means nothing to me.

Fuck his band, and all the bands he represents.So I broke a tooth. And I have just about gotten ready to go to the dentist. I had it just about whipped in my head today. The honest truth is my buddy here at work put it in perspective when he pointed out that he had a needle in his balls recently. Then suddenly it seemed to make a lot less sense for me to be this terrified about the drill.

I just have such a built in fear of the dentist from childhood, and I dont really know what I want to do about it.

Last night I talked to my ex gf for a few hours. She was interested in my thoughts on some guy she was interested in, and why he has not called her back. I sat and talked to her, and was even able to incorporate the shibboleth story.

Then I brought up a girl talking to me, and she clammed up. I think that was pretty damn cool. She totally locked up, and hung up the phone. Hahhahahah.
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I got yelled at, and threated by Tony Menzer today. The guy actually threatened to crush me. I just thought it was so out of charecter. It brought some things into perspective for me. How there is in fact an old guy network, and nothing and no one will get me accepted into that group of people.

They hate me. I dont know what to say about it. They just do, and I am not interested in being liked by them. But at the same time I am not interested in there kind of music. Not even close.

There slick style of jazzy blues, it means nothing to me.

Fuck his band, and all the bands he represents.

So I broke a tooth. And I have just about gotten ready to go to the dentist. I had it just about whipped in my head today. The honest truth is my buddy here at work put it in perspective when he pointed out that he had a needle in his balls recently. Then suddenly it seemed to make a lot less sense for me to be this terrified about the drill.

I just have such a built in fear of the dentist from childhood, and I dont really know what I want to do about it.

Last night I talked to my ex gf for a few hours. She was interested in my thoughts on some guy she was interested in, and why he has not called her back. I sat and talked to her, and was even able to incorporate the shibboleth story.

Then I brought up a girl talking to me, and she clammed up. I think that was pretty damn cool. She totally locked up, and hung up the phone. Hahhahahah.
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I got yelled at, and threated by Tony Menzer today. The guy actually threatened to crush me. I just thought it was so out of charecter. It brought some things into perspective for me. How there is in fact an old guy network, and nothing and no one will get me accepted into that group of people.

They hate me. I dont know what to say about it. They just do, and I am not interested in being liked by them. But at the same time I am not interested in there kind of music. Not even close.

There slick style of jazzy blues, it means nothing to me.

Fuck his band, and all the bands he represents.So I broke a tooth. And I have just about gotten ready to go to the dentist. I had it just about whipped in my head today. The honest truth is my buddy here at work put it in perspective when he pointed out that he had a needle in his balls recently. Then suddenly it seemed to make a lot less sense for me to be this terrified about the drill.

I just have such a built in fear of the dentist from childhood, and I dont really know what I want to do about it.

Last night I talked to my ex gf for a few hours. She was interested in my thoughts on some guy she was interested in, and why he has not called her back. I sat and talked to her, and was even able to incorporate the shibboleth story.

Then I brought up a girl talking to me, and she clammed up. I think that was pretty damn cool. She totally locked up, and hung up the phone. Hahhahahah.
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I got yelled at, and threated by Tony Menzer today. The guy actually threatened to crush me. I just thought it was so out of charecter. It brought some things into perspective for me. How there is in fact an old guy network, and nothing and no one will get me accepted into that group of people.

They hate me. I dont know what to say about it. They just do, and I am not interested in being liked by them. But at the same time I am not interested in there kind of music. Not even close.

There slick style of jazzy blues, it means nothing to me.

Fuck his band, and all the bands he represents.So I broke a tooth. And I have just about gotten ready to go to the dentist. I had it just about whipped in my head today. The honest truth is my buddy here at work put it in perspective when he pointed out that he had a needle in his balls recently. Then suddenly it seemed to make a lot less sense for me to be this terrified about the drill.

I just have such a built in fear of the dentist from childhood, and I dont really know what I want to do about it.

Last night I talked to my ex gf for a few hours. She was interested in my thoughts on some guy she was interested in, and why he has not called her back. I sat and talked to her, and was even able to incorporate the shibboleth story.

Then I brought up a girl talking to me, and she clammed up. I think that was pretty damn cool. She totally locked up, and hung up the phone. Hahhahahah.
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I got yelled at, and threated by Tony Menzer today. The guy actually threatened to crush me. I just thought it was so out of charecter. It brought some things into perspective for me. How there is in fact an old guy network, and nothing and no one will get me accepted into that group of people.

They hate me. I dont know what to say about it. They just do, and I am not interested in being liked by them. But at the same time I am not interested in there kind of music. Not even close.

There slick style of jazzy blues, it means nothing to me.

Fuck his band, and all the bands he represents.

So I broke a tooth. And I have just about gotten ready to go to the dentist. I had it just about whipped in my head today. The honest truth is my buddy here at work put it in perspective when he pointed out that he had a needle in his balls recently. Then suddenly it seemed to make a lot less sense for me to be this terrified about the drill.

I just have such a built in fear of the dentist from childhood, and I dont really know what I want to do about it.

Last night I talked to my ex gf for a few hours. She was interested in my thoughts on some guy she was interested in, and why he has not called her back. I sat and talked to her, and was even able to incorporate the shibboleth story.

Then I brought up a girl talking to me, and she clammed up. I think that was pretty damn cool. She totally locked up, and hung up the phone. Hahhahahah.
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I got yelled at, and threated by Tony Menzer today. The guy actually threatened to crush me. I just thought it was so out of charecter. It brought some things into perspective for me. How there is in fact an old guy network, and nothing and no one will get me accepted into that group of people.

They hate me. I dont know what to say about it. They just do, and I am not interested in being liked by them. But at the same time I am not interested in there kind of music. Not even close.

There slick style of jazzy blues, it means nothing to me.

Fuck his band, and all the bands he represents.So I broke a tooth. And I have just about gotten ready to go to the dentist. I had it just about whipped in my head today. The honest truth is my buddy here at work put it in perspective when he pointed out that he had a needle in his balls recently. Then suddenly it seemed to make a lot less sense for me to be this terrified about the drill.

I just have such a built in fear of the dentist from childhood, and I dont really know what I want to do about it.

Last night I talked to my ex gf for a few hours. She was interested in my thoughts on some guy she was interested in, and why he has not called her back. I sat and talked to her, and was even able to incorporate the shibboleth story.

Then I brought up a girl talking to me, and she clammed up. I think that was pretty damn cool. She totally locked up, and hung up the phone. Hahhahahah.
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I got yelled at, and threated by Tony Menzer today. The guy actually threatened to crush me. I just thought it was so out of charecter. It brought some things into perspective for me. How there is in fact an old guy network, and nothing and no one will get me accepted into that group of people.

They hate me. I dont know what to say about it. They just do, and I am not interested in being liked by them. But at the same time I am not interested in there kind of music. Not even close.

There slick style of jazzy blues, it means nothing to me.

Fuck his band, and all the bands he represents.

Books

How does one protest getting books to Spanish speakers? You people in Denver are terrible.

Robert Copely(spelling?) from the Colordao Minuteman Project, how the hell do you think your talking about?

Your quote in the Denver Post was shocking.

How do we live in a country where people just want to get books to people who speak another language?

God, what a country.

Walking into a new life

So this is where I am at, ibook, ipod, palm zire. Everyday.

I feel pretty good about this whole thing right now. I am glad about the thing that I am working on right now.

I just want to go to bed.

I gotta get going and start this whole new life. And I think that this is going to lead to something cool.

Shopping List for the Winter

Eric Sardinas...Treat Me Right
Mike Morgan and the Crawl...I like the way you work it
Little Milton...Welcome to little milton
Gatemouth Brown...American Music, Texas Style
Dave Hole...Under The Spell
Paul Sinegal...The Buck Starts Here
John Jackson...Front Porch Blues
Shemekia Copeland...Turn the Heat Up
Various...Hound Dog Taylor:A Tribute
Magic Slim...Black Tornado
Jimmy Thackery...Switching Gears
Johnnie Bassett...Cadillac Blues
Dave Meyers...You cant do that
Big Jack Johnson...All the way back
Buddy Guy...Heavy Love
Otis Rush...Any place i'm going
Guy davis...you dont know my name

I have had this list sitting on my kitchen table for so long, I just wanted to typoe it up and leave it somewhere. I just hated seeing it in my house each and every day.

Walking into Something New

I feel pretty amazing right now. I am walking into this new thing. I am very very excited and thankful to be made a member of this community.

Thanks.